The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this:
Decide what you want.
Ben Stein
but how if you don't know what you want?..
is there such a thing?..
yes,it's actually what's happening to me..
i cannot decide what the heLL i want in this damn life..and believe me it's worst than anything..tsk.
It’s sweet bitterness as
you hide behind your veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams…
You took them all
I watched you steal my
thoughts and had to see your smile as you build your dreams on my shattered
hopes...
“ coz no one
have the right to hurt you..”, I still reminisce how innocent he looks when he
told me this. He without any notice tamed me… and I was trapped in his wings,
believing that it was my asylum from the cruelty of the reality… He was the
world for me… I understand everything with his mere eyes… life that has once a
total blankness is now a light that scattered throughout my soul…
“I told you
once.. life is never kind..”
I cannot fathom
why everything has to end for something that I never recognizes… He will ruin
that promise just because of that?...
Tinatamad na
naman ako..paumanhin
i have this weird thought of creating a elf-proclaime noeL..haha.. dont freak out coz im with gazy,, yeah,,that means saiour from my weird thoughts..
i wonder if their will be someone in his right mind dares read it.It's a challenge..
so im wondering what to write.. gazy said.. a romantiv one--fugde?i dont have romanticism in my blood..how the heck will i write one?!!anyways.. just wanna try.. haha
wei..the test for U.p is fast approaching..yae. i don't feeL the pressure..not yet.. and I don'T want too..
mm.. mY best friend said.. I must belIeve that I can and That God wiLl give it to me if I asKed Too.. sounds so easy riGht? BuT i am so aware that God sometimes don't say Yes to all our wishes.. Hmm.. we just have to accept it.the problem is how.. how will I deaL with failures?.. HmMM.. BuT it always worth a try.. at leasT,.,.i didnt quite..and I don't pLAn To quite in the fUture either,,just have to do it..GOd has Plan,,
